the present, the memories.
Think i'm gonna die from coughing soon. Anyways, gotten posting results today. Wasn't really happy about it actually. Not much of a feel i'd say, sighs. Anyways, been down with flu bug, cough bug, bad throat bug and fever bug for a few days already. Pretty xin-ku i'd say. GRRRS,
Anyways, some things i really have no idea when will it come to an end. It has been long since this matter dragged. And seriously, i've no idea why our friendship would actually soured. It pains me alot when i come to think of it, for many often says, secondary school friends are often the ones who'll be your closest friends. However, it feels otherwise for me now. It once used to be the truth, but not anymore i guess. There's so much things about us that i missed, but why cant we return to the past? A few months apart, whats there to gossip about, i guess it should be more or less done, shldnt it be? But, is this how good friends suppose to treat one another? By gossiping behind their backs, by being a hypocrite. Why is there no communications between us to just find out what is exactly wrong with all of us? No matter what the situation, it always takes 2 hands to clap. If you guys insist on not wanted to salvage the once good friendship, i really have nothing to say. For i dare swear to God that, i've always been waiting for a chance to clear the misunderstandings up with everyone.
For you, i've no idea how more could i trust you from now on. You're becoming more of a stranger to me, with all your lies, your hidden truths. Why is this so?
Btw, i guess this site's gonna be left stagnant for a period of time... For there's not much of privacy here. I've opened another one, password protected. But aint gonna share here. Ask me for the url if you actually bothers. If not, go to bed folks, its late and i'm sick. Nights.
drained,
Back home like finally... Feeling really tired man. Totally drained out from the activities from the past few days from cny eve, till today. But anyways, first thing to do, Happy Birthday Mr Charles & Mr Dewey (:
Updates on the past few days. As i've said, new year was never that fun. Same goes to this year, actually not. On Chu Yi itself, no plans made, but an impromptu movie session at midnight. So i went ahead after dinner to meet up with Mr ZT, Mr Tim, Mr QS, Mr LC, Twins, Ben and MingShun. Had some card games after dinner at LongJohn's by stuffing ourselves silly with water as the punishment. So we caught CJ7 at 0220, and 4 outta 5 pineapple tarts i'll give (:
On Chu Er, all planned, a movie session at 0200 with Rhino. Caught Ah Long Pte Ltd this time with the 8 above except Mr Tim, while the rest of the group headed for CJ7. 2 outta 5 eggrolls i'll give for Ah Long. Amusing and very Singaporean style without a good storyline, wasted. But before that, we gathered early at 8pm for dinner and some games of pool. Interesting i'd say. Hah.
On Chu San, planned again, a gathering over at my place from 6pm onwards. About 30 Rhino came in total and my house was
woah, all in a mess, with people. LOL. Fun, it definitely was. My house was practically a KTV Room, a Cinema, a Gambling Den for cards and mahjong and a Water Treatment room. All had fun, till about 2300 when my house's only left with about 15 people who stayed over. So, all activities carried on till about 4amish when 7 of them slept. I, the host, had to keep awake though.
Yawns~ When morning arrives, the company wakes up, washed up and together, we headed for SENTOSA on a Chu Si morning!!! Had breakfast at the Seah Im Food Centre before taking a bus over. Had much fun playing Captain's Ball, Soccer with the guys and Mr Charles, Water Monkey and human burying. Was all drained out by evening time when the sun sucked the energy outta me. We then headed to BK, Vivo for dinner and then headed back first at 2300 and dropped dead almost immediately.
Today, woke up rather late and rushed out within 1/2 hour to PKMS to celebrate Mr Charles' and Mr Dewey's birthday. Headed down to Marina Sq after that for dinner and bowling with the usual companay. Mr ZT didnt join us for he fell ill. Later on, then the company wenta Selegie for pool again. And for being really tired, a few of us went off at 2300.
Tmr, a planned gathering to celebrate Mr Charles' birthday as a team for a movie maybe. Not too sure if i'm gonna join in, for i'm really really tired. Haha. Oh wells, shall decide again when the time comes. And for now, i'm so gonna go offline and SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. Pictures will be up soon! Nights yeah! (:
我会开始学着放弃你, 是因为我太爱你.
HAPPY CNY 2008 (:
Firstly, Happy Lunar New Year to all my friends (:
Just got back home about an hour ago from Chinatown with my dear colleagues/bros/sis. Had a rather fun time making a fool outta ourselves, in fact, watching Joshua and Jingzhou making a fool outta themselves. Haha! Though its at Chinatown, like all the other years, but thanks to those who came along. It was a rather different feeling from those that i used to have. Like... Watching fire crackers and fire works with the different clique that sorta things? You know who you are... Miss Mich, MingShun, Ben, JZ, MF, Brandon, Ronghui, Norman, Joshua, Yangxuan, Cyn (:
Anyways, time really seems to fly by. Its already Chu Yi. Gonna sleep till my heart's content before setting off for visiting. And there goes my day. I somehow cant wait for the arrival of Chu Er onwards, for great activities are planned out.
For now, i'm going off to bed. Feeling really tired, and nothing else. Rest well folks (:
I miss you, i want you, i need you. Boy, where are you?
cny eve '08
Time, somehow really flies. So quickly, in a blink of an eye, its already February. How did i spend my past 1 month and 5 days of my brand new year? This' a qns i somehow don't really know how to answer. Corny isn't it? Haha.
Anyways, i somehow got to heard about certain things from my sis. Upon hearing it, i somehow doubted myself even more. That somehow held me back even further more, and made me more persistant on carrying out my initial decision. I spoke to him about it, and idea was not rejected putting aside his face of disappointment and sadness. But do i make any difference? Thats the question. Hah.
Yeah yeah, decision's made anyway. Putting aside the plans already made, high chances are, i'll be going for a short one month break from the busy urban life. I've another set of plans made to better prepare myself for my upcoming life from March onwards. By listening, this already sounds so systematic doesn't it?
Lastly, i can't believe i went 2 days of shopping of in total about 12 hours and i only got myself a dress and 2 bottoms. Nothing caught my eye, thats really sad. ZT says A|X's having sales, and will be making a trip down tmr. For very very last minute shopping. Haha! :p
For you, i no longer dare to bear anymore hopes.
love,
Close to 3 days of rest from work, and another 1 more week's approaching. Felt pretty relaxed, and had really enjoyed myself. However, one bad thing was that, my body alarm clock has been switched to some abnormal time. Which i think i'll have slight difficulty to turn it back in the shortest time available. But whatever that is, one good news! I'm finally going shopping after sooooo damn long tomorrow! Wees!
Yesterday's so-called reunion dinner was good! Though a little costly at Tian Tian Huo Guo Xiao Chu, but just imagine we ate for close to 4 hours. A little sick though... But well, we all enjoyed ourselves. After that, the majority of the Rhinos headed down to Cine for pool. We actually wanted to catch a movie too, but it was at 0415 and the managers had meeting at 1300. So yeah, pushed it to a later date ): Nevertheless, i enjoyed myself luh. Many photos taken, but not with me yet. Soon it will be! :D
And after so many days, i finally get to sleep for 12 hours straight. Its been long since i last did that, yeah? (: Woke up for curry chicken and the long procrastinated spring-cleaning of my room and my stuffs. Finally, its all done! After close to 9 hours. HAHAHA :P And yeah, after catching Why Why Love on SCV, i went to catch the last episode. And damn, for close to 120mins, i guess i sobbed 100 minutes away. Haha~
Alrights, after all the sobbing and sniffing, my eyes decide to fail on me. I need my sleep again! But waking up at 1000 for shopping! HAHA! Good night, errs nopes! Good MORNING :D
; What more can i do as i watch the one i love, loving someone else?
a new month, a brand new beginning.
It's not the 1st of the month, but at least i'm not very late this time, hah (:
Just got home not long ago from an impromptu movie session with some of the Rhinos, namely the BGM, reps from ZTA, JPA, MCA, STA. Hahaha! Caught Rambo4, a
pretty very violent M18 movie. Dont ask me how i got in, cos i just got in. HAHA :p 2 months plus in VE, and i realised the movies i caught with the company are all violent movies. I seriously think i should take a break from these shows man. HAHA!
I had been busy for the past weeks, even 2 months. And will continue to be busy for the next few weeks, or maybe even for the next 2 months. I shan't elaborate too much here.. But plans for the upcoming festive season have been made! Rhino & Bluevo's reunion dinner at Bugis later on in the evening, CNY Rhino gathering over at my place on the 9th, and DHA gathering on the 10th at Sentosa! And yeah! Genting trip for DHA in March!!! :D
Actually, i've got nothing much to say. Just that, one very stupid thing... I
JUST realised the 6N actually stop at my house bus stop. And one good thing about the ride tonight was that, it was FAST, and the driver was damn nice. HAHA :D
Alrights, i think thats all for now. Await for the upcoming pictures and updates! More to come with great activities lined up for me. But for now, think i gotta get a good rest after 2 almost sleepless nights without much FOOD. Ciao!
Maybe it's really time that i should let you go... So what if i really do love you? Do you even recall having me, waiting for you here? Do you?
counting down ,
Bro, yes or no, true or false, so long you hit your car, STEADY LAH! :D
Results' out, yes. Chosen schools, no. Last submission later though. About 12 hours plus later. Gotta think things through properly lah. Hahaha! But still, damn happy that my dad's receptive to my idea of not wanting to go to a JC.
At least, i feel less guilty now (:Maybe i'm too naive for you. After tonight, i don't know how i'm gonna feel for you. Maybe i'm still gonna be madly in love with you, but is it worth it? For a man like you...
